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Wed, Jan. 26th, 2005, 10:17 am
gudenna:

i died in a plane crash.

i remember looking out the window and seeing the lights from houses getting brighter. i turned sideways and put my face/head into the person (a stranger) next to me's shoulder/back. s/he said something gently, nonsense, like how nice cotten candy tastes. i closed my eyes waiting for impact thinking i hope i don't feel anything, and then it went silent. black. and then i moved onto my next dream.

Wed, Jan. 26th, 2005 04:29 pm (UTC)
rainygirl

I've had dreams where I died before, and it just goes black like that. How scary. It's like our brain knows what death will be like.

Wed, Jan. 26th, 2005 04:40 pm (UTC)
gudenna

i hate death dreams. i hate how dreams are indicative to how one is really feeling.

i have flown alot in the past year and it's made me more and more anxious about it cause i just sit there thinking this is wrong. i'm not supposed to be in a tube of metal going god-knows-how-fast thousands of feet above the ground!!

Wed, Jan. 26th, 2005 04:44 pm (UTC)
rainygirl

i felt that way too. i was scared to death to fly to NY a few months ago - like didn't-sleep-for-a-week-scared.

then i took xanex. ahhhh... i slept on the plane, and when i was awake, i was too stoned to be scared. :)

Wed, Jan. 26th, 2005 04:52 pm (UTC)
gudenna

awesome! john is always takes xanex on plane rides i just have never taken it while on the plane. i'll remember that next time.

i just don't want to know i'm dying. i mean i know that's alot to ask. but sheesh. i'm officially getting creeped out.

i used to freak myself out over AIDS or Cancer.